Thursday, January 31, 2008

My weird mind

Chinese New Year is here again!

I can hardly believe it, a year has gone by so fast. It feels like I just stepped into IMU yesterday and here I am in my third semester already. The workload for semester three is surprisingly more than I expected. But I'm still in my sem 2 mode, goyang here and there everyday. =P I seriously have to start doing some work after getting back from New Year hols. Now that's a promise. =P

This year's Chinese New Year lacks the festive mood totally! Hopefully the realisation that it's CNY time will kick in once I get back to AS. I guess it will. With all the spring-cleaning I'm expecting. But then again, CNY seems to become more and more ordinary and less of an occasion nowadays. Heck, I have a friend who's actually skipping the whole CNY thing to stay in KL to study. It reminds me of the 'Skipping Christmas' story (I think it was by Stephen King.. was it? I'm not sure)

More updates.
Choi San Ye just arrived in time for new year!
*happy happy happy*
I was smiling like an idiot the whole day in campus. Hahahaha!!!

It certainly feels good to see the numbers on the screen. Hehe. No more scrimping for lunch and dinner anymore. ^_^
But I have a slight problem here. Cos I just don't want to numbers to diminish........ If possible I wanna keep it the same.
If possible that is. =P
I love money........
hahaha.

I'm sleep-deprived lately due to this stupid habit I've developed:
A game of monopoly before bed every night.
And not only that, I have to WIN.
Else I just can't quit the game. And so I managed to sleep at 3 every night. Talk about self-imposed torture.

And Cyik just passed me two more games. I hope this weird mind I have won't suddenly decide to have a marathon of 3 games every night before sleep. Then I will certainly end up a walking zombie.

Since I'm on the topic of how weird my mind is I remember this weird dream I had the other day during the orientation week.
I dreamt that our group the 'pom-pomtianaks' had somehow turned someone into a pontianak. And the task we had was to turn the guy back into human.
There were 3 ways to reverse the curse:
Method 1: ( I can't remember, it was the proper way but somehow we couldn't perform it due to reasons I forgot)
Method 2: The guy had to bite another person so the curse could be passed on. But it wasn't too good a thing to do cos we would be passing the curse on to an innocent person

And so it was only method 3 left. There was no choice. Else we couldn't do the task!
I kissed him.
(note: I do not have control over what happens in my dreams ok)

The poor guy was too shocked to move a muscle.
And I was also too shocked at myself to move a muscle.
But I just couldn't bring myself to continue. It just felt so wrong! And oh the feeling was so yuckily wet.... ewwwww

Then I started apologising profusely. It went something like 'I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I don't know why I did it but I really can't do it although I really want to do it to save you. Blah blah blah. I'm so so so so sorry.....'

Even I'm amazed at the weirdness of my dreams!!
And this was also one of those very vivid ones. The wetness on my lips was so vivid I could remember it after I woke. And I checked my pillow. No saliva stains. I know I sleep pretty with my mouth closed. So I can't pin it down to reality influencing the way my dreams turn out.

How you feel physically can influence what you dream. At least for me. When I was small I used to dream of going to the bathroom, and somehow I would wake up at the most crucial moment of the dream just to realise that I really have to rush to the toilet!

I have a weird mind. And I'm stuck with it. Help!!




1 comment:

Anonymous said...

because my weird mind influenced yours. =P I didn't actually expect you to post this up here anyway.

~cyn~